[There was a difference between emotionless one night stands, a moment of giving in to more carnal instincts and a physical need for release, and actually being with someone you cared about. Even if nothing else came of this moment after it was over, there was a yearning for actual affection beneath the burning desire. Something that had been missing for longer than he realized.
But knowing that this wasn't just some drunken escapades with a fake id and watered down dive bar alcohol or too many shots at a too-loud dance club meant that there were worries that couldn't be quashed so easily.
God, he wanted this. He did. Parted lips, warmth breath, bodies pressed together and he still couldn't shake that tiny concerned voice in the back of his mind.
He pulled back only enough to look at Akira with worried eyes but faces still centimeters apart. His words were somewhat breathless as he voiced his worry.]
Are... you sure about this... ?
[If this was going to turn in to a terrible mistake, at least let him decide if its a mistake he still wants to make.]
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Date: 2019-06-03 09:51 pm (UTC)But knowing that this wasn't just some drunken escapades with a fake id and watered down dive bar alcohol or too many shots at a too-loud dance club meant that there were worries that couldn't be quashed so easily.
God, he wanted this. He did. Parted lips, warmth breath, bodies pressed together and he still couldn't shake that tiny concerned voice in the back of his mind.
He pulled back only enough to look at Akira with worried eyes but faces still centimeters apart. His words were somewhat breathless as he voiced his worry.]
Are... you sure about this... ?
[If this was going to turn in to a terrible mistake, at least let him decide if its a mistake he still wants to make.]