[Akira sits back again, looking away as he thinks of how to explain it.] Ryo's my best friend. He always wants to protect and look out for me. We'd do anything for each other. But... he hurts people because he can't feel for them.
[That's all Akira. If anything, he's almost dependent on Akira and his capacity to feel the things that Ryo can't; it's a relationship that's difficult to describe without experiencing it firsthand.]
You don't have to do anything, Duo. You're already helping.
[Greaaaat. A sociopath with good intentions. Even Heero can actually feel for people, even if he never knows for sure what to do with those feelings.
He was never really suspicious of Ryo, and the guy wasn't going around harming anyone physically so even though his attitude was somewhat off-putting Duo hadn't seen a reason to be concerned before.
[Miki had always acted a little suspicious of Ryo, too, and for good reason. He can't really blame them for worrying, especially when he knows what Ryo has done and is capable of.]
[Shit. Why is this getting to him? He's the last person to feel protective of someone, especially over protective. Of course Akira can take care of himself!
Knowing that was hollow comfort, though. Physically, yes, but what about emotionally? Mentally? It seemed cruel, to force himself to continue dealing with Ryo after having his heart broken like that.
His fingers curled tightly around the end of his hair, free hand on his lap also tensing in to a fist.]
[Akira has known Ryo way too long for that -- he's not some lovestruck stranger who is willing to let Ryo treat him however he wants. Avoiding him seems like the best thing to do, at least in the short term.]
[Akira laughs, both because Duo's reaction is funny, and because it's a relief simply to have someone who likes him without it being one-sided on Akira's end. He walks back over to sit down again.]
S-sorry, I'm not laughing at you to be mean, it's just... I'm happy.
[Akira stumbles a little at the shove, but he steadies himself by catching his hands at Duo's waist. There's a shit-eating smirk on his face at the reaction he's getting.]
Is that really what you think?
[He grins. You're challenging a part-devil here, Duo.]
He absolutely wasn't expecting Akira to call his bluff. He could easily back out, apologize, retreat to the bedroom and hide until his face stops burning and his heart stops pounding.
But he's also stupidly stubborn. He knows who he's challenging.
Maybe that's why he doesn't buckle even though he feels like his heart might explode out of his chest at any second. He wants to know who is going to renege first if this keeps going.
But more than that, he wants to know what will happen if neither of them do.]
[Akira's bravado actually falters, at least for a moment. The last time he confessed to someone, his heart was broken. The last time he kissed someone here in Chroma, she tried to kill him and rip out his heart. The last time he had sex, it was with a demon who wanted to avenge her lover, and almost succeeded.
Somehow Duo seems interested neither in tearing out his heart and stomping on it, figuratively or literally. Simply, he has someone who likes him for who he is.
Right now, that's all Akira needs to know. He draws him closer, hands still at his waist, and kisses him roughly.]
[It wasn't Duo's first rodeo either, but it had been a couple of months before he even got to Chroma. He had never had someone attempt to rip his heart out, though, or had sex with a demon.
He could be rude sometimes, not always the best person despite having a generally good heart, but he absolutely wasn't the sort to emotionally toy with or tear someone else down just because. Akira was his friend. The last thing he wanted to do was hurt him.
He did want to know what would happen if neither of them backed down. Really, this should have been expected, especially given how close Akira already was before this foolish game of chicken started, but the rough kiss still managed to startle him slightly. There's a faint noise from him, a hesitation, physically tensing.
It lasts for all of half a second. Surprise quickly melts away, hand lifting to gently touch Akira's cheek as he presses in to the kiss, uncertainty fluttering in his chest that was battling with a rising hunger for more.]
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Date: 2019-06-02 07:10 am (UTC)Does he really want to hurt you, though? 'cause that seems to be what he's doing pretty damn well right now.
[He's worried. Even if Akira tells him he'll be okay, Ryo obviously left him devastated enough to tear up the bedroom pretty bad.]
... you can tell me if you're not okay. Or if there's something I can do to help?
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Date: 2019-06-02 07:20 am (UTC)[That's all Akira. If anything, he's almost dependent on Akira and his capacity to feel the things that Ryo can't; it's a relationship that's difficult to describe without experiencing it firsthand.]
You don't have to do anything, Duo. You're already helping.
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Date: 2019-06-02 07:29 am (UTC)He was never really suspicious of Ryo, and the guy wasn't going around harming anyone physically so even though his attitude was somewhat off-putting Duo hadn't seen a reason to be concerned before.
Now, though...]
I'm still worried.
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Date: 2019-06-02 07:34 am (UTC)[Miki had always acted a little suspicious of Ryo, too, and for good reason. He can't really blame them for worrying, especially when he knows what Ryo has done and is capable of.]
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Date: 2019-06-02 07:39 am (UTC)Knowing that was hollow comfort, though. Physically, yes, but what about emotionally? Mentally? It seemed cruel, to force himself to continue dealing with Ryo after having his heart broken like that.
His fingers curled tightly around the end of his hair, free hand on his lap also tensing in to a fist.]
You deserve better than that.
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Date: 2019-06-02 07:49 am (UTC)I'll give him some space for a while. Whatever he does next, that's up to him.
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Date: 2019-06-02 07:53 am (UTC)Just... be careful. Please. This place fucks us over enough. Don't start doing it to yourself, okay?
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Date: 2019-06-02 07:58 am (UTC)[Akira has known Ryo way too long for that -- he's not some lovestruck stranger who is willing to let Ryo treat him however he wants. Avoiding him seems like the best thing to do, at least in the short term.]
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Date: 2019-06-02 08:02 am (UTC)[What was that.]
Geez. Sorry. I don't know... what got me so worked up over that...
[Embarrassing enough that he's turning red now, looking away as if somehow not staring at Akira dead on will make his behavior less baffling.]
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Date: 2019-06-02 08:05 am (UTC)Hey, don't be embarrassed. It's nice that you care so much.
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Date: 2019-06-02 08:07 am (UTC)[A glance back, through the mess of his bangs rather than directly, his cheeks still red and warm.]
I guess I'm more attached to you than I realized...
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Date: 2019-06-02 08:12 am (UTC)[Akira jokes, ruffling Duo's hair and getting to his feet. He's cute when he's blushing, he can't help it.]
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Date: 2019-06-02 08:14 am (UTC)[hUFF.
Damn it!]
And so what if I do?!
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Date: 2019-06-02 08:17 am (UTC)What, seriously?
[He was kidding!!]
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Date: 2019-06-02 08:25 am (UTC)[Duo.exe has stopped working.
Restart?]
Iiii... uhhh...
[That sure was his foot in his mouth, and his face so red he might as well be a tomato. The deer in headlights really completes the look.]
I-i-it... it-- ... j... oke... ?
[That's a hell of a reaction for a joke, Duo.]
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Date: 2019-06-02 08:33 am (UTC)[Akira laughs, both because Duo's reaction is funny, and because it's a relief simply to have someone who likes him without it being one-sided on Akira's end. He walks back over to sit down again.]
S-sorry, I'm not laughing at you to be mean, it's just... I'm happy.
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Date: 2019-06-02 08:38 am (UTC)[He's not being mean, no, but Duo still feels like he needs to go outside of bury himself in a hole. He puts his face in his hands, groaning loudly.]
That's it. I'm going back to the forest. Just let me die there.
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Date: 2019-06-02 08:42 am (UTC)[His hair is always something he's liked about him, come to think of it.]
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Date: 2019-06-02 08:46 am (UTC)[His hair is fantastic, though.]
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Date: 2019-06-02 09:17 am (UTC)[Akira don't be lewd!!]
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Date: 2019-06-02 07:46 pm (UTC)Duo releases his tomato face from his hands, giving Akira a light shove.]
Oh, please. Like you'd really do anything!
[He tries to sound confident, but there's an uncertain tremor in his voice.]
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Date: 2019-06-02 10:55 pm (UTC)Is that really what you think?
[He grins. You're challenging a part-devil here, Duo.]
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Date: 2019-06-03 12:49 am (UTC)He absolutely wasn't expecting Akira to call his bluff. He could easily back out, apologize, retreat to the bedroom and hide until his face stops burning and his heart stops pounding.
But he's also stupidly stubborn. He knows who he's challenging.
Maybe that's why he doesn't buckle even though he feels like his heart might explode out of his chest at any second. He wants to know who is going to renege first if this keeps going.
But more than that, he wants to know what will happen if neither of them do.]
What if it is what I think?
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Date: 2019-06-03 07:12 am (UTC)Somehow Duo seems interested neither in tearing out his heart and stomping on it, figuratively or literally. Simply, he has someone who likes him for who he is.
Right now, that's all Akira needs to know. He draws him closer, hands still at his waist, and kisses him roughly.]
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Date: 2019-06-03 08:48 pm (UTC)He could be rude sometimes, not always the best person despite having a generally good heart, but he absolutely wasn't the sort to emotionally toy with or tear someone else down just because. Akira was his friend. The last thing he wanted to do was hurt him.
He did want to know what would happen if neither of them backed down. Really, this should have been expected, especially given how close Akira already was before this foolish game of chicken started, but the rough kiss still managed to startle him slightly. There's a faint noise from him, a hesitation, physically tensing.
It lasts for all of half a second. Surprise quickly melts away, hand lifting to gently touch Akira's cheek as he presses in to the kiss, uncertainty fluttering in his chest that was battling with a rising hunger for more.]
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